taking time!!!

i was reminded to submit my paper.. but i have no energy to do it. not even an interest. 

poor me...

i will live in mediocrity!

but of course i don't want to..

is he thinking of me? what is he doing right now? am i in his thoughts..

because he is in me...

i always imagine giving him a kiss, a hug, a smooch... or whatever it takes....
i miss him so much... 

i miss him so much.. but he is in his family... his own family...

me.. i'm just a thing in the past...

existed only for his pleasure!...

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