to be or not to be...

three days from now, inay will be off to batangas with tatay.

i will be left behind with all the stuff of pampering myself and making these and that..

it's almost 4 days since he left.. 

i miss him really..

the way he touches my hand. the way he looked at me. the way he calls my name. i am blown away.

not yet done with my papers. i'm loosing my driven stamina. haayyy... need to focus or else... 

by the way, as i go back last thursday night!!! those advantages on me will lead to intimate moments,,,,, into sex!

i was so naive to see it that way.. in fact i have no idea at all...

i was stunned when he insisted kissing me... i was drunk.. but i know what's going on...

by the way, the videoke thing, i enjoy the gesture of touching my hands  and holding it secretly... i like the feeling!!!

as we dance, i could see the smile in himt!..

but i need to focus... or else... or else... i might end up in regret at the end. 

REGRET! the word that i would like to erase in my vocabulary!...
i thank GOD for this... 

thank you GOD i feel so alive!